the secretly admired
no matter the distance, this person will always admire you. they are your greatest supporter, your number one fan. they see your flaws but loves you to bits regardless. but you’re no fool, you’ve had your suspicions. they’re great for boosting your confidence and self esteem. do you reciprocate? no, not really. for some reason you don’t think things will work out, or you’re just not that into interested or attracted to them. pk describes this as communism. to think of this as a utopia but in reality, it’s inevitable tradgey.
the secret admirer
sometimes you’re shy. and sometimes you’re bold. either way, you’re dying to know whether or not the admiree has any clue or if they feel the same way. this phenomenon is very elementary and high school-esque unless you suffer from extreme anxiety attacks or shyness. you seem to believe that no one will love them as passionately and unconditionally like you, yet you dont make a move. you may drop subtle hints here and there, or you may be excessively kind to them and give them attention whenever they desire it. in return, you just want to know if there’s a chance– whether they secretly admire you too but have been just as shy.
